omg

So one of my classmates is about to lose his mom or already has.
She had a heartattack this morning, and they're doing a lot of tests on her or did and she's practically brain dead. and now i feel rly bad cos idk... its one of my boyfriends best friends...

anyways...
So i got 2 talk 2 my boyfriend 4 a lil bit.. then he went 2 bed... he worked till close last night and had 2 be up at 530 this morning so im letting him sleep. he's either gonna be up at 9 or at 630...

i want skittles rly bad right now... i havent had any in a few days... ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i choke on them all the time.. i dont choke on nething else but skittles... i choke on small things... hahaha i could get so personal and perverted right now but i wont...

so im gonna talk about ufo girl. bee. so brooklyn calls me, and shes like OMG THERES A UFO OUTSIDE!!! n so i look outside n theres nothing there, n shes like look outside in the back n im like HELL NAW! I COULD GET OBDUCTED! and i just dont like going outside in the back at night its kinda creepy...
i was out there one time and i was sitting on my trampoline b4 it broke n i heard a freaky noise...
and dont get me started about the fighting coons and the squirrels...
altho wen im at my gmas house i'll go outside and carry a gun, a flashlight and sometimes a knife... who knows what can happen in the boondocks.. lol

SOOO...

So...
I'm kinda in love with an amazing guy.... And his baby is a part of my life now 2.
Yeah, I'm 15. so fucking what. got a problem with it?
well... i dont. and uk, i hate how old people diss my boyfriend because he has a kid, yeah, he was 17 wen he was born, so? he's a great dad. And uk, it pisses me off that they say that because uhm, when they wer that age, they wer having kids...
AGHHH I JUST GOT UP FOR THE 10TH FUCKING TIME!!! AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH do it urself...
and now he's not talking to me because his phone either died or he's doing his online class... damnit!! its been 2 fucking hours give it up!
im so fucking bored now... theres nothing 2 fucking do around my house.. ive been stuck here 4 the past 3 weeks with nothing 2 fucking do....ughhh...
i hate this... im so damn bored.... im watching h2o or something on nick.... its very interesting...