2 years, 6 months and 30 days till i can get the hellll out of here!!!!!!!!!!!!! wooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!
actually 6 months and 30 days till i can but uhmmm.. idk if thats gonna be possible...
i want it 2 be but ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh noo, it wont..
and i wanna leave!
i HATE IT HERE! 3/4 of every1 here hates me! and the people that dont dont rly like me... like they tolerate me but... other than that... idk. and i hate my teachers, omg i soooo wanna piss them off SOOOO BAD. but if i do, then ill get iss and i dont rly want 2 because the only classes i like ryt now r chorus and band. only if we aren't doing nething that is. so kisner hates our class, and i almost got kicked out 4 hitting rafael, so im lyk ok, sorry, so i walk back 2 my seat and kick him cos she nvr sed nething about kicking! and then she's lyk anna go.. and the bell rings.
in lew's class im ok, but i dont rly talk 2 ne1, n i sit by corey n robert n corey pisses me off. robert freaks me out, omg i hate ruby, especially wen she goes dictator on us... god damn... awe is ok, kara is a fucking nerd, and then me. im the 1 no1 talks 2, the 1 that sits by her "friends" but doesnt talk, the one that looks ok half the time but rly isnt, the 1 one that wen she's actually happy, people start wondering whats wrong, the one that gives up 2 easily and cant fucking take peoples fucking bullshit nemore.
ermmm i hate my paws/e.h room it pisses me off.
chorus is ok wen wer singing good songs or songs that r fun, like 4 autumn leaves we sang "Breathe" by Faith Hill and that's my boyfriends and my song cos wer both in chorus n well.. wen ur watching the video of the show wer always looking at each other...
band is ok wen wer playing fast songs, theres this song thats lyk 2 pages 4 me 3 pages 4 other ppl n 4 pages 4 some people. it sucks. i hate it. but i sit in front of Him, and i sit by trisha so im good. i have lindsay trisha and anthony in that class that i can talk 2. oh, and Kaitlyn. ELEPHANT!!!!!!!!! :)
ermmm i hate algebra. my teacher pisses me off sometimes, uhhhhhhhh i sit by sam chrissy and kaitlyn, but i can text so im good
uhmmm history? yeah, i soooooooo am not gona fucking miss that class.. its ok but i sit by elise and she pisses me off. DONT FUCKING LECTURE ME ABOUT IT OK?! Y THE FUCK DO U FUCKING CARE?!?!'
AGE DOESN'T FUCKING MATTER! GROW A PAIR OF BALLS N GROW THE FUCK UP!
anyways...
omg, bakers. yeah im so not gonna miss that class.. i fucking HATE HIM! and whatever her name is thats in his class! fucking bitch! i cant stand his class!
english... yeah.. im sooooooooooo not gonna miss her....
shes making us read fucking romeo and fucking JULIET. I HATE IT. ITS SO FUCKING GAY!!!!!!!!!!!! literally! like if it was a person, it would totally buttfuck a guy! AND LIKE IT!
the most homework i get is in spanish algebra and english. if i cld get rid of those classes i would.
like i cld srsly go w/ Anthony 2 his base and live w/ him i wld. id be better off there! no fucking potheads 2 deal w/ and im fucking safer there, than i am HERE. assholes...
but ohh fucking no. i cant go cos ill "miss my family" and "miss my friends" yeah, ill miss meighan n gma n noah n my close family, but uhm, WHAT FUCKING FRIENDS R U FUCKING TALKING ABOUT U CRAZY!
no i wont miss ne1 but family n a few ppl but thats it. and IDFC IF I AM IN CALIFORNIA! or south carolina. which i like better... and in cali i have a cousin there...
I WANNA LEAVE! I WANNA GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!
i wanna be with him...
we wer watching broken bridges 2day.. yeah notttttttttt the best movie 2 watch.. but he bought it 4 me.. and we both started crying.... he's lyk u just hadddd 2 watch it.. n im lyk hey.. ur the 1 that told me 2...
n the little 1 is gettin soooo big...
so he had just got done changing the baby's diaper, and i was holding him cos he had 2 go talk on the phone w/ his mom 4 sum reason that i 4get y, n me n mom wer watching this video http://video.yahoo.com/network/100284668?v=4533761&l=3774753
and alex is laughing cos of the song n me n mom r laughing at the lady driving n anthony comes in and starts looking @ me weird. so i go back n sit by him after the video was over n i had alex sitting on my lap n i look in the glare on my laptop n im like wow. n he's like yeah... i was waiting 2 c what u wld do. n im lyk yeah... n mom walks out n hes lyk just think if u wer preg n im lyk that can be arranged. n he's lyk hahahahaaaaaaaaaa NO! not yet.. wait a lil bit... n im lyk it'd get us 2gether faster n he's lyk true.. but wer already 2gether... n he's lyk uk what i mean.. n im lyk yeah ik. and id rather b 21 or so b4 i do... n he's lyk yeah.. ik.
so he leaves in august 4 9 weeks of training... n im lyk super scared and freaked... n i understand y he wants 2 and im ok w/ it cos ill stand behind him or beside him or WTFE U WANNA CALL IT, even tho i may think its wrong cos im that type of person. w/e he's gonna do im gonna be there...
and the best part? well the 2 best parts? wen i get 2 go c him, i may getta miss school, it wont be near here, and fuck i getta fucking see him! :) and wen he's done w/ training he's considered a deadly weapon.
and idk... i guess id go w/ him werevr.... i'd do it cos well... i love him
